Lena
Dunham, that special and eternally criticized person who created GIRLS, says in
the trailer for the show’s season three “It is really liberating to say no to
shit you hate”. Damn she’s right.
However
Lena, it is also very liberating to say ALL the shit you hate.
Sometimes
we don’t realize it, but we accumulate all these small (or big) thoughts that
figure their way to stay in our minds for years and it doesn’t matter how
tolerant one can be. You just hate those things. You hate them so fucking much.
And the
problem isn’t that you hate them, the problem is that you can’t take them out
of your mind. It is a problem because it doesn’t let you work the way you have
to. If you want to enjoy life, even with its misfortunes, you need to get rid
of those thoughts. The issue comes when you start that conversation between you
and them:
AnaP: Hey,
how are you doing? I’m sure you are very comfortable and all, but I think you
should really leave…
Thought:
What?
AnaP: Yeah…
like… I’m not functioning well with you here. I don’t sleep, I don’t eat… I
lost 10pounds you know? I can only wear two pair of jeans, 5 years ago that
would have been amazing but I look like a corpse now…
Thought:
I’m not leaving
AnaP: I… I
know it’s going to be difficult, but… honestly… I’m not really enjoying life as
I wanted to and I am pretty sure it is because of you. I need you to go.
Thought:
That is not happening.
And there
they stay… Motherfuckers.
And then
you hate yourself. It becomes a bacteria that starts in a small part of your
brain until it covers it all, not leaving a space for you to be strong and
repeat the conversation until they decide to be rational and leave your brain
where they plan to stay for the rest of their life, or actually, your life.
But
sometimes a situation arise in the most unexpected (or expected moment) and if
you keep renting those thoughts in your brain and letting them sleep, walk,
work, eat with you, then you’ll be completely fucked. So you better open
they’re room door and kick them out. Don’t ask for it, just tell them:
GET THE
FUCK OUT!
iTunes plays: Marcher droit By: Tryo
AnaPé says: Just one week left in my hometown. Come on, I know you can do better than this!
